Attachments

Sometimes everything seems so vague, just so poetic. Sometimes you just wait for something to happen, and sometimes you dread something about to happen, sometimes you just feel bad for things which never happened, attachments are of the worst kind, whether to your job, your people, your colleagues or that one person.

Today I did not do anything, but for me I did a lot, just to listen to a few words, you do something, because no conversation is happening between you anyway and you dread that maybe it might not happen and maybe you dread asking why.

Sometimes you're better off not asking the questions you don't want the answers to, more like you couldn't handle the answers to.

Little Things

Sometimes all it takes is a casual warm, greeting to change your day.  A horrid sequence of days, leading to a very callous routine of day-to-day life. Just a casual, normal, but polite sentence from a person you'd never be expecting from can change your day, can make it happy.

Wow, this emotional part of me is just useless.

Changes

Some Time Back

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Friday

6.00 pm

The girl's story

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This was the time and day she waited for, for him, this was the time she had gotten to see him, he used to come once a week for an hour, for one class. That was the only time she could see him. At 5.50 pm, each Friday evening, her heartbeat started rising up and it kept on acting that way until she reached the institute. One fine day, somehow she devised a plan with her friend to get his number and somehow she arranged for a way to get his number, without even him asking for her number. So they started texting for some time, no, it was not the way people texted nowadays, like all the time, all day and all night, but sometimes, casual and fun. She didn’t want him to know of her feelings.

Obviously, her friend knew, and she told her everything,  Linda was a really mature person, she had liked this 'teacher' for a very long time, and each time she told Shruti about this, it was emotions galore.